Friday, October 14, 2011



Today marks the end of the first 6 weeks of school, what, until a few years ago, would have been the end of the first marking period. Now we are on 9 week periods, so we still have a bit to go before the first round of report card grades come out.


I feel scattered still. It seems the year won't fall into place, into its routine, where my day becomes a logical flow of what to expect. Maybe it is the hodgepodge of students I have this year, maybe it is me. I don't know.. all I know is at this point, I still feel as if I am juggling bowling balls trying to make sense of it all.


For some of the students I have this year, just trying to keep their behaviors from getting them kicked out of classes is overwhelming for me. It feels as if I am more a fireman than a teacher, constantly stomping on outbursts, trying to keep them under wraps. It seems every time I turn my head, am not in the room, or look away for a split second, one of them does something inappropriate, disruptive. Forget ever worrying about academics with them. It is all about behavior.


Some of them are responsible for their actions, telling the truth, admitting their part in the occurence. Others toss blame at anyone and everyone but themselves.


At this point in the year, I am just wondering if we will EVER find our groove... if things will ever fall into a predictable routine....

2 comments:

emama said...

I am so thankful to read your post. I have just returned to teaching 8th Grade Algebra, after taking 6 years off to raise my kids..I am feeling so overwhelmed with classroom management, and the kids who are not being successful in my class....how do you structure your hour? I would love to hear how your classroom runs...I seem to be struggling most with transitions, the class gets so loud when transitioning from warm-up to correcting homework, to teaching the new lesson. I would love to hear your advice....

Olivia said...

Oh, lovely to read that I am not alone in the world <3